Hearing Voices or Am I Just Getting a Headache?
dr. crush
You think you know what you want. But what if you got it, would you even want it? Would you even know what to do with it? What if you blow it? What if you make the most of it? What if you’re not sure, but you’re willing to take some risks?
Are you EVOLVING or ESCAPING?
Is it the right time or the wrong time? Are you just biding time, because you’ve got time on your hands? Maybe it’s because he’s hands-off, unavailable like so many guys. So it’s the chase, not the win you can’t shake.
Think about your real life — the one you almost had — the one you’ve been working for. You know, the one that’s on hold right now. Maybe he’ll hold you back from your hopes and dreams. What about living the dream? Maybe he’s just a dream. What if it’s a nightmare ending? Maybe he’s not all he seems. Maybe he’s so much MORE! Winners are better than wannabes, right? But are you a loser if you wannabe with a winner? Will you feel less if he’s more?
INDECISION OR INTROSPECTION?
Can you even find a soul mate, when you’re not sure who you are? Can the qualities in him make up for those MIA in yourself? Is it complementing or copping out?
Clearly he’s someone you can count on? Now you won’t have to count on yourself. Or maybe he’ll count on you too. And together you’ll go to infinity.
If you change, will you recognize your reflection? Would that be good or would that be bad? Are you supposed to know all the answers in your twenties? Would you want to, if you could?
He’s not your typical type. But what if it’s time for a change? Changes are good if they’re good. Or do you just need a quick fix? Do you feel broken inside? Is it the white coat effect? Is your pulse racing because he’s an MD?
Are you HEALING or HALLUCINATING? Does this call for champagne or medication?
With every answer, you get questions.
Is this LOVE or are you going INSANE? Call the paramedics! Get to your ER — STAT!
(if anyone else has the answers, pul-eeze leave a comment!)
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