Sometimes it all feels so futile

Will I stop
taking
two
steps
backwards
for
every
three
steps
forward?
(More hours added to my ER sentence every time I screw up, uch!)
Every day I
wake
up
wondering —
will
this
be
the
day
when
something
magical happens?
(So many hopes turn into letdowns, ugh!)
And will “the one”
finally
figure
out
that he is –
and
actually
do something about it?
(A certain ER Doctor is a man of many mixed messages, sigh…)

What do you think?

I’M A SLAVE IN E.R.!
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