Feeling Frustrated
kill me now
They say — “Timing is everything” but when is it gonna to be my time? The right time? Time to cash a paycheck? Booking a job is like an oasis – it seems like it’s right there in front of me…like I’m on the verge. But when I get closer it just vaporizes into a cloud of disappointment. I feel like I’m constantly letting down the people who care about me — the ones who believe in me… it totally sucks.
I keep trying to —
Optimisticize myself
Work hard
Hone my craft
Network
Buck up
Self-motivate
Keep the door open
Find The Funny
Keep The Faith
Make lemonade
But frankly I feel –
Discouraged
Pessimistic
Frustrated
Like a failure
Sad
Mad
Bad
Blue
Euuuuu
Ugh!
I need to get over myself…
Uhm… I need to book a job!
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Poking my head into this blog (after such a long time!) to let you know that if we believe in you, I don’t think there’s a way you can let us down short of dying.
Really feel you on that frustration, though. It’s really no picnic.
Thanks SO much for your awesome comment! I’ve got an audition at 4:00, and you just made some of my anxiety go POOF! I’ve missed you Nico — so glad you checked in.
I’m sorry Evie……I completely understand how you feel. Hang in there!!! You’re awesome.
awww Mike — you’re awesomer!