Posts Tagged ‘conundrums’

But things looked dim…

I’m over it. Over it.

Life is filled with little disappointments, but UGH– why’d I have to answer my phone today, totally wrecking my holiday weekend? Why’d they call me back three times for a part they’re recasting on a new half-hour comedy, only to follow up with—

We decided to go another (ffing) way.

— filtered through Josh, God only knows what they really said to him plus whatever he said to them – it’s hard to trust anyone in this business. A few unintended words of negativity can do a lot of damage. A lot.

I THOUGHT I HAD IT –

I would’ve loved-loved-loved getting this job — Getting in front of the CAMERA again, instead of  standing in front of  just another CASTING DIRECTOR– hearing the LAUGHTER again, instead of staring into dead eyes hovering above a FAKE SMILE.

And I’d already spent the MONEY in my head; already imagined how I’d announce the GOOD NEWS to my family; already knew where I’d CELEBRATE with my friends.

But it’s back to square one, except that summers are long dry spells with hardly any opportunities — so it’s back to square-one-minus.

Holidays, schmalidays – every day’s the same…

B L U E is my new color.

(Sorry Mom, I can’t find the funny.) 

Why worry about your hair, when there’s so much other stuff to worry about? Keep reading A Girl's Essentials (part 4, bad hair day fix)

When I’m in the mix I can’t predict the outcome, but from the sidelines, I can be surprisingly objective – Keep reading Pilot Season Psychic Powers

A whole new slew of shows will be picked up, spit out and many will be cancelled. Keep reading 2013-14 PILOT SEASON - I'm Over it!

Who knew that stopping in the Ladies’ Room would be so stressful… Keep reading Hospitals: Enter at your own RISK!

Pilot Season 2013-14 is scarier than usual with everyone second-guessing themselves before they get out of the gate! Keep reading 2013-14 Pilot Season RECASTS: An EPIDEMIC?

Mixed in with the romance is a lot of subtexting… Keep reading Finding My PERFECT PERSON