Feeling Frustrated

 

kill me now

They say — “Timing is everything” but when is it gonna to be my time? The right time? Time to cash a paycheck?  Booking a job is like an oasis – it seems like it’s right there in front of me…like I’m on the verge. But when I get closer it just vaporizes into a cloud of disappointment. I feel like I’m constantly letting down the people who care about me — the ones who believe in me… it totally sucks.

I keep trying to —

Optimisticize myself

Work hard

Hone my craft

Network

Buck up

Self-motivate

Keep the door open

Find The Funny

Keep The Faith

Make lemonade

 

But frankly I feel –

Discouraged

Pessimistic

Frustrated

Like a failure

Sad

Mad

Bad

Blue

Euuuuu

Ugh!

 

I need to get over myself…

Uhm… I need to book a job!

 

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4 responses to “Feeling Frustrated”

  • Poking my head into this blog (after such a long time!) to let you know that if we believe in you, I don’t think there’s a way you can let us down short of dying.

    Really feel you on that frustration, though. It’s really no picnic.

    • Evie...:

      Thanks SO much for your awesome comment! I’ve got an audition at 4:00, and you just made some of my anxiety go POOF! I’ve missed you Nico — so glad you checked in.

  • Mike:

    I’m sorry Evie……I completely understand how you feel. Hang in there!!! You’re awesome.

    • Evie...:

      awww Mike — you’re awesomer!

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